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Updates??

Boyfie and me have been doing superbly well spending lots of time for the past 2 weeks almost evry day together cause he leave for overseas reservist to taiwan..So in love with abg..and i regard him as my hubby already..

he left for taiwan yesterday and i practically cried myself to sleep. Even tho ppl tried to console me to just pray for his safety and well being, i still cant help but feel so sadden by his departure. No matter what ppl say i know wat i have to do. but the thing is i am still worried for him. im scared anything will happen to him. nobody will understand my situation because they have nvr went thru this before.

it is so sad..i cried a lot 2 days before he left and the day he left i did not cry cause i don him to be worried abt me and he praised me saying "thats my good girl..im proud of you.." and i wanted to burst into tears.

just now i was doing my report annd suddenly my mind thought of him and i wanted to cry right thhere but i told myself not to cry in school.

i really love him more than anything..pls come back syg..i need you..

nobody to call me in the middle of the night and asking me to go to sleep. nobody to msg me .. nobody to take care of my life and nobody to be concern when im sick..yup the love from family is different from the love experience with bf..

i need to be brave..pls help me !!! im not that strong..