Tuesday, August 04, 2009
Boyfie is so thin now. It breaks my heart to see him so thin. As a result, im feeling the strain from it. Sometimes i can be very difficult with him. I will create problems unintentionally. He would always be frustrated but never angry no matter what. It hurts me sometimes to see what he is going thru but he never let his problems affect us. If it was me, i would vent it out on anybody who step on my toes. but he would nvr be able to get angry with me.
To somebody,
try and try and try but nobody understands. some even doubt. C'mon lah, we don need ur freaking help.just try to emphatize la..fyi, emphatize is to put urself in somebody else's shoes. thats why nobody ever ask for ur help. im telling u if u cant learn to emphatize, then no matter how successful u are u still lack the humanity in u. but thats just the fact that u are just plain coldblooded..i will prove to u that i can be as successful as any other being in this world and i will make sure that u don look down on ppl like me. i will work towards that and u will be the source of my motivation. i will look at ur face and that face will always remind me not be a coldhearted coldblooded jerk that can ever live and breathe in this world. and in future like say 10 freaking long years down the road, if u need help then please..and i mean it...please don even bother to ask for help especially mine.ppl like you are just plain insensitive. i will make sure u eat ur words. the smirk on ur face i will wipe it off and if i ever die before that happens then i think its ur lucky day. hope something similar will happen to u not ur close friends or family but somebody u love so so much and dearly. its cruel of me to say this i know but wat to do life is cruel..