Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Helo ladies and gentlemen...it has been a long time since i really posted an entry which is not random..To those who are wondering ehre i have disappeared to..hi..im still here..hehhe..i guess thats so random too..ok lina please dont sidetracked..hello guys the same old lame me as usual ...meeting my lovely friends on thursday..hope the plan materialized..i miss them..been working again..and i am so tired..i realised i have nt lost my touch in shelving books..a bit slow but picking up pace now..and its so boring working on weekdays cause theres like nothng to do..ppl say that i am crazy...but what the hell when i finish shelving books..i will be like..huh??thats all..hehe..i should be thankful right..now i know that my favourite timeslot will still be on weeends whereby there will be like five layers of books to be shelve at one go plus the bookdrops..now i just have three layers if nt busy and five if busy..ouhhh..i like busy days..and i love business section..as if i haven't had enough of business in my skool life..okie...my life hasnt been the same ever since the incident when i almost fainted on th train like a yr ago..my health has nt been great and certainly i keep getting sick..im tired ..even if i feel like sleeping, i ccan't get a good night sleep..wonder why??? hmm..i keep getting dizzy spells...and once i ever woke up seeing everything in red..wonder whats happening to me..and whenever i sleep i have difficulty in breathing..am i fat..no im nt...i guess im nt fit...haiz..can my troubles just go away..??i wanna meet himm....i miss himm.the last time i saw him was last sunday for only an hour before he sent me to work...:( so pitiful...i just wanna stay in his arms and nvr go away from him..i feel save when he hugged me and all my torubles seem to fly awa..haiz..i wish time will stand still at tat moment...im so stressed abt my skool ..haiz..when izzitt gonna end..can i just get married and stay home..dream on Lina..life aint gonna be that easy..