Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Why must life be so complicated???I pity him a lot for enduring the pain for 8 years since he was 14... whenever i think of the plight of his family, i feel sad..theres not much i can do for him except give him the support he needs. just now i skip half of the marketing lecture to listen to his problems..he sounds so sad and i know he is about to give up on his life and most importantly his family..his good for nothing father..how i wish i can strangle his father for not even doing his duty..i want to cry..but i know this situation is hurting him more than its hurting me..haiz...dear... i know that u are sick and tired of living ur life as it is..but u cannot give up ..this is a difficult phase of life for u..and u have to try to get out of it ..take ur time and i will be there supporting u all the way.. i know u envy those spoilt kids whose parents are damn rich and can buy them anything they want and the kids who get pampered by their parents..i know u don have the luxury of feeling that cause u had to give up ur studies for ur brothers sake and work for them at the early age of 14..thats what makes my abg so mature and im so proud of u...but ur brothers are old enough to take care of themselves..let them be independent and don spoonfeed them inlife cause they will not know the feeling of hardship till they go through it themselves..just work for mak and let them handle their lives themselves..u have not enjoy a single time of ur life..have been working arond the clock for ur family..i know u r tired and its time for u to let them go and ask them to walk by themselves ..u cant be leading them by the nose throughout their lives right...