Thursday, November 13, 2008
Fcuk myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so damn tired...haiz...can i just sleep and maybe nvr wake up........................i will nvr let myslef live it down............i screw up for my test.........did nt do well for sure and yearh.....i might fai for all u know...my luck so damn suay lor...nt my day today and suprise surprise like durh ...imeanit sarcasticly, i had to be given the hardest paper out of the 3 and the clever ones who are gd in english gets the easier paper..damn my self....fcuk my own luck...bf say everything happens for a reason...ur luck will cmoem one day..when izzit ginna come..50 yrs later when i cant enjoy life anymore..pls la..sometimes i studied so hard..i can fail..i told myself nt to give up but theres a limit for one to tolerate all this..im gg to very well have a breakdowm soon..its nt like i don study or i mean malice to anybody but why must i be the one to get all these shit!!!..fine if my luckks gonna change in 50 yrs..so be it..im tired to even think i feel like i wanna give up soon..the word give up makes me thik of my parents..haiz..its only because of them that im still tolerating everyhting......HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!