Friday, October 31, 2008


Im so tired..terribly tired la...
Sometimes i just feel like giving up and forgoing my studies and just find a job and get some income and spend the money and whatnot..tutorials suck but at least im putting extra effort to do my tutorials compared to last semester whereby i did my tutorials when i was studying for my exams..im tired cause i think too much..of what? u might ask..and i will say i have no idea..
Everytime i go to sleep i will think about the things that i need to do and complete..whether i can do it and complete it or not and worrying about my family, him and my studies..sometimes to the extent i don even realise whether i had my sleep..i might go to sleep thinking about it and i might wake up from my sleep still thinking about it...what is happening to me??? My life is in near shambles and i donno whats causing it ...haiz..i guess thats life..

btw..just now this three strangers got scolded by me..i mean u are still little kids ..secondary skool kids and u tok indirectly about me ..wht the fcuk..i cannot tolerate, i stood on my tracks and blasted them..i mean whats my fault..im in a hurry to get home and wht do u mean by saying loudly that im walking past himm.did he mean that the traffic light belongs to his father..go to hell la..it was not his day and it was definitely me..im not one who goes ard blasting strangers ..i mean i was feeling very hot cause of the weather, my laptop and bag was damn heavy and i was hungry and that guy just conveniently stepped on my very last nerve wheere i exlpoded and pity them they look like they wanna cry..haiz..see..moral of the story is don find fault with just anybody..i might look like those who keep quiet..but really u just donno when i will burst..this goes to everybody and anybody...

and im going to start onmy marketing project now..aiyo..im so tired of thinking..pls come new laptop..and yarh..guess what..i have receive the form HOTA for transplanting organ etc just because im turnign 21 in like january..omg..so scary..21 is like another phase to adulthood..i enmvy my friends who dont need to worry abt money and evrything..i need to scrimp and save from now on la..come on lina u can do it ...

Lynn blogged @ 10:14 PM
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