Sunday, June 29, 2008
GUESS WHAT!!!????MY LIFE CANNOT BE MORE ROTTEN THAN THIS...I HAVE CHICKEN POX...YARH..LIFE SUX....ANYWAY..WHY DOES IT HAVE TO COME AT THIS TIME WHEN I AM HAVING THE BUSIEST TIME OF MY LIFE WITH A LOT OF TESTS AND PROJECTS AND WHEN MY RELATIONSHIP WITH BOYFIE IS GG ON WELL THIS THING HAVE TO COME..I HAVE BEEN STRESS WITH EVERYTHING THAT IS GG TO COME IN MY WAY..I HAVE BEEN THINKING OF ALTERNATIVE SOLUTIONS AS TO HOW TO SETTLE MY THINGS AND AT THE SAME TIME WORRYING ABOUT MY STUPID DAMN FACE THAT IS HAPPILY HAVING AN OUTBREAK...I AM SO SO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED..AFTER SETTLING ONE THING COMES ANOTHER..AINT I RIGHT TO SAY THAT MY LUCK IS NOT WITH ME AND I AM HAVING A HARD TIME ADJUSTING TO THIS.A LIST OF THINGS THAT I PLANNED TO DO...28 GO OUT TO RIN'S SISTER WEDDING WITH WANIE..CANCELLED28 GO OUT WITH BOYFIE WATCH NDP REHEARSAL...CANCELLED29 WORK ...CANCELLED30 BASIC THEORY TEST... IAM GG I DONT CARE..I PAID ALREADY..1 SHOW N TELL N POM PROJECT3 ORAL ICA4 HTML ICASUBSEQUENT WEEK...THERES STATS ICA....HOW AM I GG TO SETTLE ALL THIS....???!!!IM SO SORRY IF MY CHICKEN POX BRINGS TROUBLE TO MY FRIENDS AND MY GRP MATES..SORRY YITLING...SORRY FARA, EZZA, JOEL, RIZWAN, NICHOLAS..I WILL TRY TO FIND A SOLUTION TO THIS..I CAN STILL MEET U GUYS FOR PROJECT IF U DON MIND HOW I LOOK AND IF YOU GUYS DON MIND THAT I MIGHT SPREAD THIS TO YOU..THANKS AH WEICHUAN..I THINK I GT THIS FROM U LA SINCE U ARE THE ONLY CHICKEN POX PERSON I MADE CONTACT WITH..but don worry..as usual i am a strong girl like boyfie says i am..i can handle it and i will try my best to handle...ANYTHING MORE TO GIVE ME DURING THIS SHIT HELL OF A TIME THAT I AM HAVING..BRING IT ON..i know i sound so petty like i am blaming GOD for everything that is happening to me..but yah its happening cause HE wants it to and i will gladly take it..take all the sorrows he is giving me the obstacles that he is giving me cause i know that something good will happen..after this..i believe in this i have faith in him..but i am nt a robot..im human and i have feelings and i guess this is just what i deserved i think..im so tire to even think .....thank you goodbye and sorry...