Tuesday, May 06, 2008


I donno what i am feeling right now... we lost contact for two yrs and now we are contacting again..i am so afraid of my feelings frankly..hmm..evrytime i want o move on i donno why my past keep running after me..i mean can God just make me forget my past..i want my present and future which is eluding me so much..i am so scared of the future..

frankly ... i want to move on but i am hesitant cause i want my past to catch up but i am on the lose2 situation right daya..i have feelings for him but i am afraid he will not cherished it like last time which really hurt me. i have feelongs for him but i cannot trust him yet with the vulnerable fragile feelings i have..

and while this is going on through my mind ..i am so stress abt the lessons tutorials and understanding the concept ..i feel that i am gg crazy soon and entering asylum soon ...somebody help me...i wanna cry out so loud..its really different in ite and in poly..i really wanna drop out but the only thing that i am staying ther eis because of my freidns and family who are always encouraging me..i am so sad ..i am not myself understand..hmm...











gathering soon ISN..miss you all so much..
and confirm i am not gg for the ceremony..its a clash with elsson..and i cant cope with it..sorry ASH and ISN!!!...

Lynn blogged @ 5:49 PM
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