I am so stressed!!!!!!!!!!

I have been working like hell for two days and i am so damn tired...there has been a ot in my mind...abt whether i have to change myself for the poly friends or just remain as i am..i guess i have to change cause i am somebody who gives in ..klah...i try to chnage myself..i hope for the better of everyone..

and i have been studying on the train when i go to work when i come home from work when i an walking to work and i feel like ite all over again..stdying plus working plus hhehe

anyway now i have a new commitment ..i have a fear of commitment la actually..i really have to commit to this cause he really is serious abt me..hehe..so paiseh la..and i guess me too..we confess alot during the 3 hrs talk we had on the phone and i feel like i want to be a better girlfriend to him..

i just hope he wont drink anymore and change for the better now that he found me.."syg, yg dulu tu dulu..skg lain..takmao bagi mak dan i risau cause we love u and dont drink anymore k..:

and i donno if he gt his liscense back, i just want to tell him tat if he is gonna ride his bike until 180km/h..i wont be the pillion..and if he rempit again , i myself will revoke his liscense nt the traffic police..dgr tau..pastu he can go puase la..hehe

and yarh..my bill is gg to explode and now that i am not working i am so dead la..but baby say he will pay and give me money ..i will jsut slap him and go away cause i dont accept money from peole right my friends..ieven if he is my bf or anything..

kk late meeting him at clementi..walaueh..v tired la..hehe