Saturday, August 26, 2006
miserable me...
LiNa...haiz..donno what to do with myself..Feeling miserable all over again. i cant describe what im feeling. I know i just feel miserable. Everthing that is happening right now only reminds me of the past. Sometimes i think about things thats negative and sometimes i reminisce the past and think of things that could have been...All the "what ifs" playing into my mind. I tried to stop myself..i mean trying not to go to the direction which i will regret one day. Im beating around the bush here coz i dont want anyone to know about what im feeling. Im sorry to all my friends if you feel my actions here offended you. I feel hurt now. Maybe like wawa used to say it will go away. Haiz..Im still waiting for IT to go away.On a positive note, i have really started on my powerpoint project. Hid, as i promise u, i will at least do it. Okay, i admit i have not finished it but the i have at least started on it. At least half a battle gone right. She's right though, i really need the marks and i hope i can finish it in time. Thanks Hid fo motivating me