Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sleepless night

Hey..its 7.52 in the morning and i can't go to sleep. I slept ard 12 something and always wake up at night..*sigh*. I've been reflecting and i am pondering on why i am not as strong like before. I was strong before i enter secondary school. I mean i never cry in public. I guess its because of cicak that my defences broke down. *laughters* Whoever knows him..i guess u should know that his jokes were the meanest..Whatever it is i have forgotten about the past.
I also think that my friends in secondary school don't appreciate me. Sometimes they kept their distance from me just because i "nag" at them. I guess the appropriate word for that is advice. They called me thei big sister, some called me mother. haha. i don't care what they called me but i just want them to do well. Huh? Is it wrong for me to advice them not to smoke?Is it wrong for me to ask them to stay away from alcohol and clubbing? yes it is their own life. but why do i do that. It was because i care. But sadly my advice fell to deaf ears. Anyway when they joke on the advice they gave me, it really hurt but i know they were just joking.Thus i just kept my hurt feelings inside me and let them laugh at the jokes. Hah..i guess it's better to let me suffer than let everybody be in a bitter mood. I don't know. I just want my friends to be happy and i don't hang out with them at fushan because i know they smoke. i don't like smokers and moreover i have asthma. Sometimes i should be like fahmi. Just mind my own business.*laughters*
Anyway, i want to congratulate faiz for getting into rp even though he got eight for his maths and i got seven for my maths..Yes life is unfair but does anybody care.haha..but disebalik perkara yg berlaku tentu ada hikmah. thats what chose to believe in..okaylah. Bye

Lynn blogged @ 7:52 AM
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