helloos...

its been a long long time since i have enjoyed myself with my beloved boyfie..hehe..On Saturday boyfie and me met his night job friends and we all went to watch karate kid together..haha..then after that we went to eat at the hawker centre at geylang the panggung they called it and ate there while watcing the argentina match and we talk2 and joke ard until we did not realise it was gg to be 11pm then i told him we better make a move or my parents will kill me..so he sped thru the expreswe from geylang to wdlds and we were home 30 min later. haha..i slept straightaway lor only to dream that 3 or 4 of my teeth drop pff..patah lah gitu..then i knew it meant something bad will happen..but i don wanna read too much into this...

then the next day he fetch me before meeting other karisma members to go for the wedding escort..from wdlds to hougang..team pakara, karisma, hokaido and spore bikes asc..haha..4 teams..and itt was sort of speeding escrot since its a long way from wlds to hougang..after taking pictures eating and resting for a while, we set off to another venue bt panjang..we realise one team member was missing..munir donno since he leading the team on the front..meon then caught up with us to stop somewhere so that iman can find us..we waited for iman at the bridge whereby he managed to catch up..otw it rained..heavily summore..haiya..but we all speed thru lor..eat somemore there ..2 rounds..lepak at least 2hrs sambil waiting for the rain to stop but it nvr stop so at 5 we just went to geylang there to have a karaoke session..haha..but me and boyfie nvr sing ..for 3 hrs they want us to sing but we fend them off..haha..

then tot of gg with them to eat but then changed our mind..tired lah..so pat, ika, abg and me went home..we always go home together as all of us gg wdlds..if abg marry me then his home will be at wdlds too..hehe..lup u syg..finally spent time with abg..slept starightaway..eheh

Guess what..im busy again...aiyoh..

Really i have no life is it..??!!
Damn..but whatever..all im focusing in my final yr is to get thru the yr without repeating any module..do well like abg wants me to do..then i can concentrate on finding a job to start saving up.

My life is a torture w/o spending the times with abg..He is busy working 2 full time jobs for the sake of our future..and he don have enough sleep..that is what hurt me most..every single time we go out its just for 3 to 4 hrs and i have to hear him say im tired..very tired..i am sad..the only time i get to spend with him is sspoiled just like that..its taking a toll on me..and him.. but i am trying my best to cope with it..everytime i go out with him.. i will just try to spend it as memorable as i could..our life now is like fiance fiancee relationship even though its not official. haiz..but i guess patience comes a long way..im thinking next 3 to 4 yrs insya Allah we will get married..hmm..i need a job soon after graduation to catch up with him by that time..

and school is not helping at all..entrepreneur can just go down the drain..its damn taxing and tiring..taking too much of our time with all those bloody research..on top of 5 other modules..when im at the point of breaking down i will inform every single one of u..haha..just kidding..tolerance, patience, determination and perseverance is all that i need right now..even when i sleep i will bring my modules with me..when i wake up i feel like i did not sleep one bit..tiring...

but here i am..just updating..:)

bye need to research for more things now...

Ok its been a while since i update huh.. ok.. the good thing is that abg and me is still together..hehe..alhmadulilah..sayng banget dgn dier..hehe

been busy with attachment ..another 5 more weeks and everything is over. then back to study and exams then work..hmm, im planning to take my driving licence soon and abg is supportive of me. he say once i get my licence its gonna be my turn to fetch him..haha..then u buy a car for me lah..bluek..

but i am very grateful to him that he fetch me every single day from work even tho he works 2 job, dont have enough sleep and tired. so i made it a point to help him top up his cashcard. and if its raining then he will not fetch me. so sweet of him lah..thank you sayang. i love u darling.

hmm wat else u wanna know..hmm..im still trying to discipline him to save his money. i know its impossible but nothing is impossible. i know he will try his best. for now whatever money he gave me for my everyday allowances, i will try to save his money. but he dont know. he tot i use it up. but i will just keep it in the bank. hehe..for now we are taking it up step by step. little baby steps but we will make it through. :)